Michael Bublé

pray for me :(

Salam,

As I mentioned before, Minister will coming to P this 30th. (P for?)

As he's coming, everything should be prepared by M and M ( Tanak sebut nama company) haha

how to express my feeling huh?

I am just incredibly worried about something that I had prepared for him.

I am doing country brief of F. I update GDP, and all data, statistic about M and F.

I prepared to collect data on potential importer, exporter between F and M. (Fikir sendiri country mana) hahah

I am doing research on potential product that can be export to F.

oh, no I'm not saying I'm good in doing all those things I said above.

I'm just worried if..

and if my work is not true, let say if what I did is not accurate, the data is not realible to be presenting to Minister. Hello! that out of my job. yet, I am major in Marketing, why should I've to update statistic about F and M.

oh, all these things messed me up. I wanted this things over.

how if I did silly mistake on that data? I prepared about 80 something pages to present to minister.

hoh! and this company would blame me then? by the way, I have 2 weeks more to go working. and the rest, I'm gonna holiday. seriously I can't wait for that. I'm tired of task that out of my disciplines within less supervise on me. saya budak baru belajar, kalau salah tolong tunjuk kan.

I want to do something on Marketing. But I can't because of language barrier. how to communicate with F company if the only words you know is BONJOUR?

haha. wish everything will go smoothly. I can't stop thinking about this until next week. please pray for me. I may proud of myself if that data would be great and satisfied by everybody. thanks to my boss for the task given and fully trusted on me to do such of important task. wish it won't turns to frustrated. haha. kidding.

There many F and M, hehe, purpose to avoid google searching. so, kalau orang google country F ni, tak ada lah keluar blog aku. haha. got me or not?

love&hugs from pika

Sticky post.

kemurungan untuk beberapa ketika.

Hye assalamualaikum.

Semalam mood aku kurang baik. ntah la, rasa ralat. tapi takpelah. sebab aku rasa aku memang kena terima.

Next week, plan nak pergi amsterdam terpaksa di batal kan. sebab? ada minister datang, so MATRADE take part in this activity. aku dah beli tiket weh. Ilya dapat pergi sebab dia excuse, dia memang dah habis practical end of this month. So dia dapat la pergi, aku? masih di paris.

Serious, masa bos bagitahu aku kena involve, aku dah macam. HOMAIGOT. kelam dan nak jatuh jantung,sebab aku dah tanya marketing officer aku either aku involves ke tak? dia kata tak. so aku pun beli ticket ke Amsterdam next week. tapi tak jadi pergi. aku pretend happy. tarik nafas.


kan dah besar, takkan nak menangis pulak kan. but it take me quiet sometimes to heal that feeling. I'm sure, that might be something good reason behind this. itu jelah yang boleh buat hati aku tenang pun.

lepas tu kan. Semalam punya kes, aku balik rumah. tiba-tiba tak ada orang. and aku memang tak ada kunci rumah. So, tengok HP. Farah msg, dia keluar dalam pukul 7.30 balik. hmm, takpelah, lagi pun tak sejuk, aku duduk kt luar. Ilya tak balik, dia balik lambat hari tu. so di kesempatan yang ada, aku termenung sorang-sorang. mengenang kan hari-hari terakhir aku ada kt sini.


Alhamdulillah, aku di beri peluang dan rezeki untuk buat internship kat sini. dan di tanggung sepenuhnya. yet, my flight ticket is MAS, Which I don't have to transit. it direct ticket. itu salah satu yang aku rasa aku bertuah sangat. student lain yang buat internship luar, transit sampai 2-3 tempat.

bila aku teringat aku tak dapat pergi amsterdam tu, memang sedih, tapi bila aku teringat ayat ni


''LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE REGRET FOR SOMETHING THAT NEVER GOES RIGHT, STOP HOPPING FOR SOMETHING THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN, DON'T BLAME ANYBODY FOR SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST, LET IT BE, SOMETHING BETTER MIGHT WAITING YOU IN FRONT. ALLAH WILL ALWAYS HAS BETTER PLANS FOR YOU, ALLAH KNOWS WELL''

itu je la. sebab betul jugak, hidup ni kejap je. contohnya, macam bulan-bulan lepas, aku mengadu itu ini, aku mengadu sejuk sangat, kulit rosak, rambut rosak semua benda tak kena, sampai la sekarang, I manage to go through all those things. sampai hari ni. dan aku ada beberapa minggu sebelum balik Malaysia. macam tak percaya boleh go through semua ni. betul. semua benda jadi ada hikmah.




kawasan rumah aku. aku termenung pandang awan. time ni dah pukul 7. teringat umi selalu pesan, magrib tak elok ada kt luar rumah, time ni syaitan berkeliaran. hmm dah lama tak dengar azan. 3 bulan tak dengar azan. lepas tu aku terfikir. benda ni tiba-tiba je tau, kat Paris ada hantu tak? maksud aku, ada tak orang kena histeria ke, kena sampuk ke. and kalau dorang kena sampuk kan, macam mana? sebab kalau kat malaysia, ramai ustaz2 ataupun dukun melayu kampung. kt sini macam mana? macam tak pernah dengar pun kan?

okay, tanda hari. oh 5 minggu lagi tak lama. huhu. I'm gonna miss everything

okay. tak sah kalau tak snap picture sendiri. selamat kutuk PUAN uyun :)

okay, buka diary, menghayati detik-detik terakhir kat airport time semua orang hantar aku. tiba-tiba ada seseorang peminat minta bergambar. hehe. ''LET'S BE HONEST'' apakah itu? hehe

macam mak kehilangan anak. pulanglah anakku! ibu menunggu-MUNG

till the next post.

Love & Hugs PIKA,

Sungai Lui AIZAT

study in Europe

Assalamualaikum people,

Seminggu dah aku tak ada kerja apa kat office ni, Minister nak visit paris next week, basically preparation should be done a month before lah kan. So, Alhamdulillah semua dah siap, cuma minggu ni aku edit mana-mana yang aku salah, contohnya macam Statistic, aku banyak salah buat kat situ, Fuh, aku tak suka statistic. sebab tu time Degree part 3, subject statistic aku kantoi. aku dapat C, semua subject A, tak pasal-pasal C men-Cacatkan transkrip aku. sumpah, tak boleh belah. memang dah try, tapi hmm tak boleh, hehe.

So, bila dah tak ada kerja nak buat, aku berangan macam-macam

terutama nya apakah yang akan jadi pada diri aku esok, lusa, tahun depan, dua tahun akan datang, 10 tahun akan datang..

hidup lagi ke aku 10 tahun akan datang?

sebenarnya, aku betul-betul semangat nak sambung Master. macam semangat gila nak terus tekan register.

kawan aku Simon, bagi aku satu website untuk master program in Europe.

okay, tak tahu nak link macam mana, korang copy jelah link ni okay

Masterportal.eu

Website tu senang gila, korang boleh isi kat belah kiri tu semua detail, macam course, county, language and etc. boleh check sendiri okay. jangan lupa click untuk non-europe kat bahagian bawah sekali sebab probably fees untuk non-europe dengan europian ni memang sligtly different apart lah. and apa yang membuat kan aku rasa teruja, some of Europe country, they provide free education for their nation. maksudnya, no fee be charged. antara kau nak belajar or tak nak je. kalaulah kat malaysia ada macam ni, alangkah Alhamdulillah. tak ada lah kita nampak anak-anak muda kerja tak sambung belajar sebab masalah duit.

okay, balik tajuk utama, aku fikir-fikir kan, macam nak sambung kat Europe, tapi aku tak boleh nak pilih France, sebab most of University kt sini, belajar guna French language, if aku betul-betul serious nak buat Master in France, aku kena ambik class French kt malaysia dan pass exam sebelum aku apply university.

dan, kau bayangkan, kau nak ambik Master, bukan main-main punya level ni. so kau kena betul-betul menguasai bahasa tu, nak tulis essay, nak buat presentation, nak buat report. dan setelah fikir panjang, aku rasa, tak sesuai aku ambik French sebab untuk aku bercakap dan belajar untuk bergaul dengan orang French tu maybe senang, tapi untuk kau menguasai bahasa tu sepenuhnya, dengan grammar yang betul. itu kena start dari awal, mungkin umur 30 tahun baru aku boleh ambik Master kat France.

So, setelah membuat research. ada banyak university yang offer course yang aku nak,

aku memang focus pada Business Administration and Management. no calculation term okay. maaf. otak lembab untuk kira-kira.

so antara course yang terpilih

International marketing

Marketing Analysis

International business

HR management

Marketing Management

antara University yang terpilih

SRH Berlin University, Germany

fee: £700 annually

Duration:24 months

Ghent University, Belgium

Fee:£560 annually

£80 only for developing country (Malaysia developing country weh, murah balik. yes!)

Duration:12 months

University of Vaasa

Fee:£110 annually

Duration:24 months

Aalto University

Fee: FREE

Duration:24 months

Priority on the fee and duration.

yang aku highlight merah tu, aku rasa memang worth it sangat-sangat, sebab aku compare kalau kau ambik master kat malaysia, fee sahaja RM10,000

Tapi yang tu cuma£560 annually, times 4, RM2240 sahaja!

murah kan? dan course tu cuma setahun je,

ohmygod ohmygod. GILA KEJAP.

Tapi kau lupa ke, nak calculate expenses kau while you're in Belgium tu? emm muram balik, betul-betul, banyak jugak kena fikir, rumah, transport, makan, ?

okay, ini yang aku kira, based on my personal experience live in Paris. tapi ni memang standard harga paris la, so I bet Belgium mesti lagi murah sikit. KOT.

Accomodation £500 montly, * 12 =6000

Train £100 montly * 12 =1200

Makan £200 montly * 12 =2400

Total =£10160*4

Ringgit Malaysia =RM 40640 minimum

still less than RM 50, 000

yang kt atas tu tak masuk ticket kapal terbang tau. so kalau campur, dalam beberapa riban malaysia kena tambah

Tapi kan, banyak kebaikan kalau buat kt sini, maksud aku dari segi pembelajaran kau, even kau bergaul dengan orang luar, it would gain your confidentiality, your personally, communication.

For me, if I have extra money, I would fight and go for it. sebab, belajar di luar ni, more exposure with different kind of people and teaching method. of might be far way better than study in our country. hello, jangan silap, I do not say Malaysia not good in education, but if you can find something I mean different and challenging, why not?

Apart from that, sekarang ni, degree holder dah ramai sangat, kadang-kadang kalau first class degree holder pun susah nak dapat kerja. some of them, dapat kerja, but didn't fit their area. contradiction from what they've learnt in UNI.

semua sekarang ni bersaing dan terus bersaing. oh tak dapat nak bayangkan lepas habis belajar ni, kena cari kerja, interview sana sini. bawak fail yang penuh sijil-sijil. tapi harus ingat. lepas habis study ni, kita masih consider diploma holder je sebab belum betul-betul grad lagi. lagi lah susah.

memang lah, orang suka cakap, eh kau ni. think positive la. be positive. positive outcome!

Hello.

Do and prepare something to get better outcome but do expect the worst. itu lah resepi macam mana nak kurangkan tekanan kalau kau kalau ataupun di-reject.

Antara preparation yang kau patut buat sekarang sebelum sambung Master

1. Find course

2. Select certain University that meet course and budget

3. Find scholarship

4. TOEFL exam. yang ni memang necessary untuk sesiapa nak ke Europe. cari center yang ada exam TOEFL.

5. letter from UiTM yang mengesahkan all subject has been teach in english

6. Apply University

7. Find accomodation

ni aku berangan je. sebelum betul2 belajar kt sini, kalau nak selamat kena ada RM100k

tengoklah macam mana, balik Malaysia ni, aku nak habis bayar PTPTN dulu. well, just wait and see, I believe Allah has better plan for me.

Love&Hugs Pika.

Radiation? apa tu?

Haven't you imagine, face without nose, eyes, and mouth?

Haven't you blessed for what you have today?

How many times you say ''ALHAMDULILLAH'' in a day because of everything is complete gift by God to us?

Haven't you think hows life will go on if everything given is taken back to him?

Haven't you think what we own now is only temporary?

the story begin when I read this,

A man injured in a shooting accident received the entire facial skin and muscles - including cheekbones, nose, lips and teeth - of a donor.He had been left

unable to breathe, swallow, or talk properly after an accident five years ago. He was considered for a full face transplant after nine previous operations failed.

BOSTON — A Texas construction worker horribly disfigured in a power line accident has undergone the nation's first full face transplant in hopes of smiling again and f

eeling kisses from his 3-year-old daughter. Mr Wiens, from Texas, was injured in November 2008 when his head touched a high voltage electrical wire.

The burns erased all of his facial features. The surgery has replaced the nose, lips, skin and muscles as well as the nerves that power them and provide sensation. But, unfortunately, the surgeons were unable to give him new eyes to restore his vision.

These story I get from BBC NEWS. I told you in my previous entry, BBC NEWS helps me in finding news and information about what going on in the world

cause I didn't watch TV and don't even read newspaper.The news is about full face successful transplant did by group of professional and specialist doctor in US. A group of doctor from US had successful transplant for about 15 for Dallas, the second picture.

Get more on BBC NEWS


But, don't you know that, without any accident, we're actually have high possibility to be like that just because of RADIATION?

sedar tak the Radiation has spreading on the air and closed

by to us? and news reported that radiation will affect Europe country?

sape ada kt Europe sekarang?

France ni europe kan kan kan?

hmm, tarik nafas panjang. berdoa, semoga radiation stop from spreading not only to Europe, but to other country too. kesannya, mungkin lebih teruk untuk kita.

contoh gambar kesan daripada Radiation di Russia pada tahun 60 or 70 an if I'm not mistaken.

macam mana benda ni boleh berlaku.

jawapannya, melalui angin dan air yang dibebaskan oleh radiasi dan apabila terkena kulit, kesannya seperti picture pertama. dan juga kesan-kesan yang di luar jangkaan kita.

untuk info lanjut, GOOGLE je.

insaf kejap. Astagfirullah, Alhamdulillah aku ada semua lengkap, mata, hidung mulut. dan juga deria rasa macam orang lain.

Malaysian tourism exhibition in Paris

okay, this is PIKA

Salam and hye people,

Counting-counting day to be back hehe. tell you what, I tick my calendar everyday and dreaming whats going to be happen afterward. I was doing nothing in the office since last week because basically my office only will be busy when there has planning an event or any ministry planning to coming, things like that. our job is planning what is meeting content and preparing text or database about France, Spain and Portugal. Matrade paris were covered these 3 area of Europe. but when there're no event, no meeting, that's mean, no job.

today was boring. I've facebooking and blogwalking from the minutes I came and the minutes I'm back.

I hate sitting in my table without doing anything. I've much of time spending on dreaming. I had a lot of thinking since last weekend. since last time I was skyping with my mum. yea, we were talked about something serious. something so called hidup dan mati. or else sehidup semati. haha. sounds so serious huh? yea, it is.

I was about thinking everything, what's going happen after and is it okay to be or not to be and so much another things I had in my head.


okay, will talk about it later when I think that the best time to share. okay? now I want to say that I'm just proud to be Malaysian because of what was happened last weekend.

I had attended Tourism and Culture Exhibition at Porte de Versailles Paris. The exhibition was held within 4 days from 17th-20th march and had participate from all over countries and nation. The participant has to present their culture and promote the country as well. This exhibition has been organized by Ministry of Tourism in France if I am not mistaken. sorry if I'm wrong cause I am not directly involves in this Salon. I'm just coming to support our malaysian doing their job in Paris.

first thing first, this is how we call malay tradition and culture. Tourism malaysia in Paris has a good idea to promote malaysia with such a way. Tapi bila aku tahu budget buat semua benda ni. fuh! mahal kot. tapi Tourism Malaysia doing something worth.

hantaran. This is real hantaran, pulut kuning, cincin, bunga telur and etc.

pelamin, how do I wish my pelamin gonna be traditional like this. love it.

pengantin berarak. there's kompang sound was completing this ceremony. and I feel like in Malaysia.

french has been invited to Menepung tawar. and bunga telur will be given as who did so.

Mereka sangat excited. sampai beratur kot nak ambik turn sape nak menepung tawar. I am so excited as well to see that, our culture has been attracted towards people not only in france, but all over the world

see see, I told you. malaysia ada crowd sendiri. they were waiting quiet a long time and stop by just to see the wedding. or maybe dorang ingatkan kahwin betul-betul. paling kelakar bila ada sorang auntie ni, datang exhibition ni 4 hari berturut-turut, and pada hari terakhir, Ilya telah bertukar suami sebab suami yang semalam tak dapat hadir sebab kerja. that makcik was confusing and ask us ''why different husband?'' (dalam french la). aku translate dalam english. Caron explained her, ni bukan betul2 kahwin. ini tipu je lah. jangan confuse makcik, lelaki je boleh kahwin 4. perempuan pun boleh, but not at the same time. :)

this boy remind me of Ilham. rindu kot.

me with Caron, Tourism's staff. macam mak dengan anak tak?

ala-ala family picture

other booths

shows from Espana=sepanyol. malaysia lagi ramai kan kan?

variety of food caused my weight gained.

Madagascar booth and people

Syria booth, depan booth malasie. Tarian Syria yang memukau terpukau.

barisan orang-orang malaysia yang memukau. hehe. french love our costume tapi bukan yang aku pakai la. ni yang dorang semua pakai. terasa menyesal tak bawak baju kurung. :(

Indian booth. ni tanda nya tiada budget. hehe. for me, india has their own culture which if they manage to show something, it would more attracting than us. tarian india ke, mandi santan pecah kelapa ke. cucuk-cucuk kepala macam selalu kt batu caves tu. kalau india booth buat mcm tu. confirm orang akan impress. and say WOW!

Dubai Tower


China. tembok besar


Rempah ratus from India.

Malaysian Batik and tarian sarawak. I think that was sarawak costume. betul ke?

Tarian Londeh=Jordan

this area where Japan booth supposed to be. hmm too sad to see this. Pray for Japan!

okay, mari membebel my point of view pasal exhibition ni. This is a good and effective way of how malaysia can be promoted at France. and what I've in my mind while be at the exhibition. I'm just realized that actually, Malaysia is the only one country that has variety of food, religion, culture, language, and etc. Apart of that, we're accept each other regardless how different we are. I mean, we can even live with different kind of religion in one county which is in MALAYSIA.

sedar tak?

sebab in europe, dorang hanya ada Chistian and little population of muslim. and surprise me, in Polland, there's no muslim at all. that's why my friend from polland doesn't have an idea why I should covered my hair, why this and that.

what is special about our county is that, we have so called sopan santun and budi bahasa. perasan tak, most of us, kalau nak speak out msti susah. mesti akan keluar ayat ''Nak jaga hati''

or something like

''ala, takut dia terasa, ter-kecik hati''

or about

''ala.. tak pe la, tak ada rezeki, biarlah''

all about hati, and rezeki,

but here, kalau kau tak puas hati. kau boleh simply sound and people will accept it or some will argue.

selain tu, what I realized, it about food, we have like variety type of food, kalau kat sini, specialities more on bread and pastry. tapi kalau kt malaysia. cuba bayangkan.

Nasi?berapa banyak nasi ada? nasi ayam, nasi tomato, nasi lemak, nasi dagang, nasi beriani, nasi goreng,

lepas tu, nasi goreng pulak ada macam macam nasi goreng. nasi goreng cina, nasi goreng kampung, nasi goreng pataya, nasi goreng thai la. aduh. tak larat nak sebut.

and when it come to our Lauk, contoh kari

kari ayam, kari ikan, kari telur, kari daging, kari-pap. hehe

lepas tu, SAMBAL. okay telan air liur teringat sambal ikan bilis dengan tempe nenek aku.

sambal sotong, sambal kerang, sambal belacan, sambal udang. hmm tolonglah sambung, aku rasa memang banyak gila sambal

okay, lepas tu masak lemak? berbagai jenis.

lepas tu kuih muih kita lagi.. beribu jenis kan? Malaysian very creative in cooking.

Apart of food, malaysia has nice places. such as beach, water fall, and good weather as well.

pantai kan?

pulau pangkor,

pulau tioman

pulau langkawi

pulau pinang

pulau ketam

pulau redang

pulau Klang. hehe. tambahan

lagi?

Malaysia ada pelbagai costume yang cantik based on our own tradition.

and banyak lagi kelebihan Malaysia compared with other country instead,

lagi? hmm apa yang aku observed kat sini, they were such kind of individualism.

contoh kan, kalau lift pun. kecik gila. boleh masuk 2 orang je dalam lift tu. compare dengan Malaysia, kalau lift kt malaysia, 1 family boleh muat.

sebab orang kt sini, anak paling ramai 3 orang. and bila tanya berapa adik beradik aku.

''I have 6 siblings''

''wow, such a big family''

haha. korang tak tahu, adik beradik mak aku ada 12 orang, and each of my mom's sister and brother ada anak 12, 7 or 8 orang. mak aku anak paling sikit, 6 orang. REZEKI. so, potensi aku ada anak ramai tu agak tinggi. dalam 70% . YEAH! Suka. haha

okay berbalik topic asal, yes, orang malaysia especially melayu, anak ramai, that's normal. cuma rasa sayang juga kalau rasa tak berkemampuan, kenapa nak anak ramai. some of us tak fikir tentang nasib anak-anak ramai tapi kurang diberi pelajaran. sebab tu kat malaysia ada rancangan

''bersamamu''

bak kata cousin aku, dia kalau nk anak, dia nak quality, not quantity, but for me, doesn't matter about quantity if I can manage them well, give education and etc.

okay, macam lari tajuk, takpe-takpe, okay sebab orang kt sini tak suka anak ramai, dorang tak suka bising. so sesiapa yang buat bising akan kena sound je. contoh macam dalam train, kau bawak anak, and tiba-tiba anak kau menangis, and kau tak boleh nak stop kan anak kau dari menangis

''if you can't handle you child, don't bring them out'' (ni aku translate kan)

memang setepek kena sound dlm train. benda biasa.

sebab Farah, tuan rumah yang aku duduk sekarang, dia pindah rumah sebab tak tahan selalu kena sound dengan jiran. biasalah dia ada anak kecik 2 orang, budak-budak suka jerit2, lari-lari, menangis.

senang je jiran dia kata,

''you're their mom should be able to control them. you not responsibilities mother otherwise''

cerita lain yang aku dengar, ada jiran report polis sebab anak kepada jiran dia selalu menangis.

hello! budak-budak kot.

tapi kt sini, they aren't considerates as how us, Malaysian be considerated, macam ayah aku. jiran aku depan, belakang, tepi, semua suka karaoke tak kira waktu. tapi sebabkan tak nak tegur sebab

''nak jaga hati''

lama-lama boleh mati hati. kesian.

haha.

apa-apa pun. Malaysia best. french yang pernah pergi Malaysia, ayat semua sama.

''Malaysia has nice people'' Sumpah, 100% of them, were been in Malaysia will say that. terbukti. malaysia bukan saja ada banyak makanan, tempat best, unforgettable, we, a Malaysian. nice people okay. :)

Love and hugs:pika

grammar oh cik grammar

Simon yang cuba nak sabotaj kerendahan aku supaya aku nampak lebih rendah. turun kan kaki kau sekarang!

me with two of huge germany people. rendah kan aku?

bila berdiri kau tinggi, bila duduk aku lagi tinggi. tak kisah. janji terbukti aku ringan dari MUNG

Salam and hye people,

picture di atas tak ada kena mengena dengan entry ni. cuma nama yang bakal di sebut tu adalah orang di atas. at least you've an idea, who is S-i-m-o-n and who is a-f-i-q-a

okay tajuk utama hari ni ialah,

haven't you feel embarrassing or low confident of yourself because of english problem?

pronunciation terbelit-belit

Grammar berterabur hampeh..

yes, so am I.

sebenarnya, for those who're good in their english and reading this blog, definitely will say

'teruk nya grammar minah ni'

serious, but I couldn't care less, I just wrote what I think is right. and to be honest, I have grammar book beside me while I had written something in my blog. I don't know other people intention if they were writing in english, for me, when it comes to some so call JIWANG sentence such

''I love you so much and thanks course love me for who I am''


is better instead of


''saya sayang awak dan terima kasih kerana menyayangi diri saya seadanya diri saya ini''


tolong, nak ketawa.


that's make me change my writing language. apart of that, for me, this is the only way I can release what I feel regardless of how many grammar mistake I had been made.

but, truthful saying, I have broken grammar as much as u read my previous entry. but, that's how I write in exam. HAHA. tapi in marketing course, yang penting term bukan nya ayat sangat. aku rasa lah. ini aku rasa tau.

I say and write based on what I think that sounds good and correct. HAHA.

but it even worst when my advisor says this through her email due to my thesis proposal

''I prefer to talk to you/see you.....bila you balik from Paris?Dahlah tu grammatical errors ada
juga....tak kuasa I nak betulkan (you find someone good to proofread your
work)''

time aku baca ni. I was like laughing to myself because of untill this stage, my writing was terribly suck. MACAM MANA?

and there's some of story I think its good to be shared. pasal grammar lah.

kan masa nak send email pada companies abroad masa nak apply internship ni, aku kena email dorang. so basically I'll attach my friend's name together with me. Faezah. and I say this in my email

''me and my friend are interesting.... blah blah..''

The correct is, ''my friend and I...''

Lagi?

ini second time nak hantar email kat MPOC Egypt untuk buat internship cos, as a students who are planning to do practical abroad, we should have full effort and everything has to be plans by ourselves. kena independent lah

cita nya macam ni, aku write panjang lebar, sebab nak conclude kan 1 email untuk menceritakan semuanya instead of write and explain one by one for the next email. lagipun aku nak hantar ke company sama cuma branch dia kt Egypt je. so tak payah nak ulas lebih2 tentang kitaorang. sebab dah tak ada masa time tu. sebab aku dengan eja kan dah tak boleh buat interns kat states. so kitaorang ada masa within one month untuk prepare company lain. time tu gelabah hanjing dan harapan tu mcm 20% je la. lagi 80% dah hancur berderai.

so before aku send email tu, I asked my friend who is good in english and after read the email, he laughs like was reading doremon comic or comedy story :(

HAHA. it goes to

''I am appreciate...'' instead of ''I appreciate''

and

''to going..'' instead of '' to go''

benda-benda ni akan aku ingat sampai mati. millions thank to correct me and I still remember that you said, lepas ''to'' kena ayat asal macam go, eat, tak boleh ubah. okay okay. thank you :)

but it even hard when I don't read english newspaper, don't even speak english often with my family cos I've been grown in JAWA family, so I had JAWA as my third language instead of Arabic which I learn most during my primary and secondary school but still I get bad result on that subject. for me, in order for you to improve and other language is about practicing. otherwise, it would not effective. if my mom can speak arabic and speaking arabic to me, sure I can translate some of words in our Holly book Al-Quran isn't ?

okay back to who has Grammar problem. yesterday, when Ilya was not in the office cos she attend Tourism event, I've to send questionnaire that I had done to my Advisor. you know, as you need to write to advisor, you need to be proper and well sentence written on. I on FB and see who my friend can help me out. first is kak yong, I seek her help to double check my questionnaire content if either it has grammar mistake, do correct me.

she send me back my questionnaire right after made some correction. after that she's off line. alamak kak yong tunggu jap, aku banyak nak tanya ni. hehe

and before send the email, basically, you need to write like

''salam miss..
here I attached you the questionnaire that I've edit.. alamak stuck grammar-grammar''

lepas tu fikir, is either ''had edited'' or ''have edited'' or ''had editing''

its like when you're MC of some event, you'll says

''DENGAN INI, MEM-PERSEMBAHKAN TARIAN GOLEK-GOLEK''

or


''DENGAN INI, DI-PERSEMBAHKAN MENARI GOLEK-GOLEK''


or


''DENGAN INI, TARIAN GOLEK-GOLEK DIPERSEMBAHKAN!'


mana satu betul?


that such things


susah ke grammar ni sebenarnya sebab kalau aku tanya kawan-kawan aku yang good in english pun dorang akan cakap, eh I grammar kurang jugak, I cakap ikut apa I rasa sedap.

emm kalau macam tu, orang ikut sedap kan, aku ikut pelbagai rasa, sedap and tak sedap aku campur. haha

okay, berbalik pada cerita asal, lepas buntu ayat nak send email tu kan. tiba-tiba aku tengok mamat sorang ni online, aku pun..

me: simon, help me. I've to send email to my lecturer, but then she always and keep complains about my english grammar,can you correct me? is either

''had been edited''

OR

''had been editing''

HAHAHAHHAAHHA

Simon :hey. yes i will try my best and ask my colleagues here if u want

whats the context?

i need the whole sentence

me :Here I attached you questionnaire that had been edited?

is it correct?

simon: no

me: correct me please

simon: one second , I need to ask my friend cause my grammar is not that good as well. haha

enclosed you will find the edited questionnaire

thats what i suggest

Me : I wanted to say that I send her questionnaire that already edit..

haha

Simon: yes same meaning

did u edit it?

Me : yes I did

Simon: u could also they

Please find enclosed the edited questionnaire its same i asked an american who works with me he says its correct

Me: okay thanks, my lecturer was graduated from states as well,

Simon: de rien madame

Me: merci bo coup

Simon:ah he shouldnt be to strict it just an email

me: yes she is and pity me because of poor grammar I don't knw how to improve

Simon:read english newspapers it helps a lot and of course writing with people from Germany helps even more!

Me: of cos that germany guy improve my english as well

Simon: ya u will be fluent afterwards

Me: thanks a lot dude (GILA TIME NI BETUL2 TERINGAT CLASSMATE AKU YANG SUKA CAKAP D-U-D-E) hahah

simon: np DUDE!

Me: then whats dude for?

Simon: no its correct np means no problem

Me: ohh I tought it was NOPE heheh

So moral value nya. jangan lah takut nak bercakap or nak tulis apa2 in english sebab kita memang asal melayu. bahasa melayu. so it was good enough if you can

understand english even though you're not good enough in writing or fluent in speaking. I'm glad that UiTM had treated me well in english wise since everything I learns was in english. Apart from that, I can speak english during presentation, I think that was awesome for me yang mana my parent don't practicing english, I do not even speak english mcm orang lain. kira okay lah kan. tak ada lah teror gila. taoi boleh la nak communicate kat sini, kalau cakap english dorang faham jugak, sebab french people can speak english as well. and tak kan tiba-tiba nak keluar.

''KABARE..''

nanti tak pasal-pasal aku kena..

''KARATE''

okay, kabare tu bahasa jawa, maksudnya, apa khabar.

and as I had short conversation with simon and my experience when I was with some european in my hostel before. They were fluent in speaking but not in proper writing. serious. sama macam kita orang melayu, somehow we're good enough in our language course that's how we been grown with. contoh macam

''ko nak gi mana'' ni bahasa pasar la

yang betul

''kemanakah kamu hendak pergi?''

it same goes to grammar.

I think so. So probably now, I'm still learning and searching a good sources for me to improve my grammar wise. penting sangat okay sebab lepas ni, ramai lagi akan ketawa

kan kau. so sampai bila kau nak di bahan. Haha. yang penting, betul la apa simon cakap, baca english newspaper it will benefit you alots. newspaper mesti guna bahasa and ayat yang betul. see, simon pun not good in grammar, sama je macam kita. jadi,

Sama-samalah kita belajar dan banyak kan membaca DEMI kebaikan bersama.

agak-agak cikgu bahasa melayu aku tergelak tak baca statement ter-akhir tu?

tapi aku rasa bagus jugak start nak betul kan grammar and as far as her concern about grammar, I'' aware about what I wrote to her. Thanks miss. love you.

Love & hugs from PIKA.