gadis ayu.. lesung pipit di pipi..

Sorry for required permission to excess this blog for a while. Its just under renovation and recovering and also try to avoid something that Im gonna tell you later. It basically just about someone leaving comment on my cbox. let me introduce little bit about Damn, eh them. hehe. They are Gadis and Gedix. They maybe friends and definitely my good friends also. I believe that my good friends not only being in good, when they have opportunity to step back. they'll grab it then. honestly Im speechless reading her/his comment. seriously I am like who is this? . I tried developed my positive thinking toward all these two people, yes definitely they are people because dog cannot write and read and leaving comment like that. and I am pretty sure that the comment is actually from the same people. huh. I even didn't understand what is the purpose he/she throw some of the bad words to me. yang lain I boleh terima. Yang hantar comment ada ayat2 al-quran tu semua good. thanks Mia. the whole day I was thinking about that. am I too bad for given such words??

1. Gedix: ala..x sedia la nak pakai. tunggu la Allah turunkan bala baru i pakai tudung

Gadis: lawa kat dunia jerla woi..putih nk suro jantan gatai tgk ker..hahahaha

Gedix: i yg gatai nk soh jantan2 tgk..xpala..pulah suka dok tgk i togei cmni..auwww..! gebus2 gitus.


2. lecturer marketing eja: kenapa takut untuk bertudung? takut tak cantik ke. jangan silap, bila kita bertudung, satu persatu hidayah Allah akan beri pada kita.



from all these two , which one do you think advice for you?
which one would you prefer to followed?
which one do you think educated person said from?
which one is proper way?
which one?
can you answer me?


one more things, I am sure again, it comes from my friends, my near friends, which I can't guess who they are because I never have a bad friends. everyone is kindly show me good in front. I have no enemies. question mark again.

Another things is. I have a happy family, I have many friends including you, I have a good boyfriends. definitely pulah, you also known, I have lecturer that I love here,
It enough for me to saying that,
my family knows me, my UMI even know who is her daughter, my friends know who is real me, my boyfriend even always remind me to do all the good things, never ask me to "bukak tudung". and my lecturer also have their way to teach me to be a better person.
All the person above never said BALA to me. never too late to apologize my dear...If you are more knowledgeable, comes in front and said directly to me, I can accept any criticism from any people. don't waste your time to write on my cbox and used gadis or gedix names. okay friends? Kita sama-sama manusia. berfikir dan bercakaplah cara manusia. jangan menyalak-nyalak sebab aku tak faham. anjing sebelah umah aku faham.



ps: habislah lepas ni kalau orang meng-google BALA dengan ANJING keluar habis blog aku..

ada baggusss

kawan-kawan. ada dgr tak berita tentang sekarang budak-budak degree in BBA (business administration) are able to do practical to oversea. bukan setakat lepas pulau pinang and sabah sarawak je, tapi boleh la ke UK, US, CHINA ke, Afrika ke. hehe. tapi itu lah yang puan etty dan miss muna bagitahu kat taklimat tadi. so sekarang kitaorang diarahkan untuk mencari company luar untuk practikal tahun depan. walaupun benda tu tahun depan baru nak start kerja, tapi kena apply awal sebab banyak procedure nak kena settle kan.

syarat kelayakan dia ialah pointer masa part 3, iaitu sem lepas kena 3 pointer. hmm aku mula-mula mmg tak minat. tak minat langsung sebab fikir jauh dari family and keadaan politik dekat negara luar yang macam kucar kacir plus perang2 semua. tapi puan etty kata rugi kalau tak apply sebab UiTM dah sediakan dana lebih dari RM 8 million untuk pelajar jurusan business ni. pada asalnya ataupun sejarah dana ni ialah budak engineering course punya. tapi business faculty ada minta and dapat. so kira macam rezeki budak-budak course kita la. kata puan Etty.


Kebaikan yang diperolehi melalui skim pembiaayaan dana ini ialah. first siapa yang practikal kat oversea akan ditanggung sepenuhnya. dapat alaun makan, tempat tinggal, pakaian sejuk dan juga tiket pergi dan balik. tapi bukan nya setiap bulan ko punya pergi balik la. maksudnya sekali pergi dan sekali balik selepas 6 bulan buat practikal kat sana. kedua is, kalau prestasi kerja bagus tak mustahil company tu akan offer kita kerja terus dengan dia. kau bayangkan kalau kerja kat UK kan, duit dia berganda-ganda dengan duit Malaysia. setahun kerja balik sini dah kaya kot. hehe. dalam fikiran aku dah berangan family aku dan pulah hantar aku kat airport. hahha. wht the dreamer. boleh ke? agak-agak aku ada potensi nak dapat ke. sebab semua pelaajar marketing semua cawangan uitm. ada selection section. tapi percayalah pada rezeki. aku cuma apply. yang lainnya aku berserah pada ketentuan yang esa. sebab kalau tak dapat maybe ada sebab disebaliknya yang aku pun tak tahu.


tugas kita sekarang ialah cari company. search internet. aish kalau lah internet ni laju sedap sikit. ini, 20 minit baru boleh buka 1 windows memang la aku boleh dapat virus bahu lenguh. kawan-kawan, jom apply sama-sama. mana kita tahu ada rezeki. sebab kita bukan ayam sebab rezeki ayam nmpak dikaki..betul ke pepatah ni? ke ada binatang lain. tak tau. lupa lupa.

people, thanks

who is people actually? how do they converse each other? is it same between people tolerate with people and people dealing with machine? machine sometimes smart than us right?. we are human, not machine. we do mistake like others did. we are not perfect to do everything perfect. we learn from mistake and improve the things from the past experience. We are human again. who are we to direct others since we are in the same level. maybe you can simple said that"I kecewa" because of that careless mistake I've done towards your task. but can I say I am just a ordinary person. I am even not smart than you, that's I know. We are here as a student and group should ask and repair each other rather than talk about other mistake when do an assignment. you are my friend and I am your friends. when u said that, it seems like I am your employee and you hired me to completed the job and when do wrong, U are really disappointed to me like that is the end of the world or like our company will be bankruptcy because of my fault. is it?


I just can say I am sorry. we are in a learning area and this stage taught me how to done the assignment with very best and the very very good until everyone can refer to me or I just resign and become a lecturer. You cant expect me to do so because I am the one who you can't hopes. you also have a mistake without you realize it, don't ask me about it. but we as a group simply forget it since we know the pain being down.



I am glad it just a near. so that I could forget everything had been done here. the pain, killing me softly. I try to be good as well as I sincerely accept you for who you are. and by the time being, I just can say I also disappointed. you now are different. your face not smile like who I know you last time. you are change. for the reason only I know. you know what I knew. you keep everything yourself and when the problem comes you just simply throw it away to people who not suppose thrown over by. like what I said before. life is about choice. your choice will hint you lines to reach the ends.



but who am I to talk about people choice? I have two option now. either...let it go or let it be?

puding susu dan cucur susu

when the rock is cooking.

p/s: abaikan keadaan rumah sewa yang kurang kemas dan abaikan peluh perempuan di atas.

resepi pertama: puding susu buah buahan campur. sungguh enak dimakan begitu saja

bahan-bahan: secawan gula, sepeket agar-agar, 1 tin susu cair dan 1 tin buah campur.

cara2 nya masukkan air dalam periuk. agak2 suku periuk je lah jgn terlebih nanti puding akan lembik. lepas tu masuk kan agar-agar tadi. biarkan sehingga dia mendidih. lepas tu masukkan gula. lepas tu masuk kan susu dan last sekali masukkan buah2 campur tadi. main campak2 je. sumpah senang. sila lah try.

resepi kedua: cucur jagung bersusu lemak berkrim menambah lemak

cara-caranya sediakan sebatang jagung, tepung gantum dan susu. potong jagung tu sampai botak, lepas tu campur dengan tepung dan air dan susu pekat. korang agak2 jelah rasa dia. ikut citarasa masing-masing. rasa dia macam lemak2 macam tu. sedapp. kena try jugak.

heart you

you gimme life

when the first time I meet you, I can see the view from your eyes, I can say it show me something that I didn't know what it is actually. By day to day, by month a month, we still contact as a friends. I never though you could be mine, but there's deeply hope inside me. hee. and finally you propose me to be yours. Thank you for being a good special friends for me, treating me like an angle and accept me for who I am. Today is 14th march 2010. Happy 2 years bersama-sama susah dan senang. I never though we could reach until this stage but hopefully You will be the first and last I love. Amin.

move on to be better

We sometimes cannot really know people in a year although year is long duration to understand each other, since we had so much time spend together, we got many things to be shared between us. your happiness and tears is inside my pocket, your problem also be a part of my headache, the difficulties in your life, we fight together, until the end you know that we are not really meant to be together. why we need go through all these if the final is dropping by sadness destination? I am here would be your partner, I allow myself to be someone that you can refer to whenever you need me, I am afiqa who not only give my hand to be hold, but patient able is my priority because for me the trouble cannot meet the overcome if there's any big big stone in your head sayaaanggg..

I feel sympathy. I feel apologize if I underestimate people. now I would stop everything and make the things clear all over again after it seems like never showed me any improvement in your side. I am not perfect to guide you or being a good adviser because I also ever make the same mistake like yours, I ever in the same situation but by the time being and on my age now, and after all the challenges I have been faced in my life before, alhamdulillah now I conscious which one is good for me and which one is not. don't you can feel the same way? you are even older than me. Your future is just around the corner. You are talented, intelligent, super talker and lecture people which first time I knew that not every supple is gentle actually, they sometime can be fierce than lion. so because of someone ever terrible your life, you would change to be another person. WHY? emmms sorry I am not intend to judging you or put the blame on you because I ever in your shoes but the thing is, when you want to remove it from your life? is it too hard to forget someone hurting us? or its better letting yourself to be hurting regularly rather than forget about that?

Because of that you angry people around you. because of that your mood be spoiled. because of that you show the ferocious face toward us, because of that you wont be able to talk nicely with me. because of that, make you someone who totally change sometimes.. please return back to your normal life with fully smile, you can tolerate softly with everybody, drive safely, eat properly and sleep within dreamily..
which of these is good?

one thing and will be my last wishes to you is..life is too short. by the next 3 or 4 years later we will be a wife or even mother to somebody else. the good chance only comes once in our life and the destiny is on a god's hand and he ever said that the greats is deserve for a greatest and otherwise. never regret anything that make you smile but you supposedly should regret the things that made you cry. you can slowly forget the bad things had been done in your journey. if one day your life unhappy like what you have dreaming, don't blame him. please put the finger on your forehead and ask why I am so stupid? its all about choice.<3

22 tahun

Aku di usia 21 tahun 3 bulan dan 8 hari. banyak benda yang aku tahu daripada tak tahu. banyak benda yang telah berubah dari sebelumnya. banyak benda yang dah terjadi dan tak boleh nak patah balik. banyak sangat perkara yang dah lepas tapi memang tak nak aku kenang and sebahagiannya aku akan kenang untuk jadi petunjuk jalan akan datang.

umur 21 tahun 3 bulan dan 8 hari..

1. aku ada 1 tahun lagi nak habis belajar ni. weh sekarang mood serabut kepala. semua kena siapkan. rasa macam bila semua ni akan berakhir??. serabut nak buat research, serabut serabut dengan macam-macam hal. kalau darjah 1 mesti best. kira 1+1=2. tak payah pikir banyak2. tapi time darjah 1 pun bodoh jugak. kena guna banyak2 pensil semata-mata nak kira 12+13=??. time tu sampai kena pinjam jari kawan sebelah nak kira sebab aku ada 2 batang pensil je. fuh.

2. Aku ada berapa tahun lagi sebelum aku ada anak? ntah tak tahu nak jawab. sekarang ni sedap-sedap bangun lambat. basuh baju seminggu sekali. lepas tu boleh suka-suka hati berbelanja tak fikir pampers anak. fikir pampers sendiri je. emm cerita ni bermula apabila sorang demi sorang classmate aku kahwin. classmate uitm campur dengan classmate sekolah dulu. 2 minggu lepas aku dapat panggilan yang aku tak kenal numbernya. aku ingatkan siapa. rupanya huda. kawan sekelas aku time form 3. dulu dia ganas woh. selalu gaduh dengan orang tak kira lelaki ke perempuan. tapi sebab aku ni lembut dan menerima, aku tak gaduh la dengan dia. kitaorang kira baiklah. rupanya dia call nak ajak aku makan kenduri dia 21th ni. apa ni weh semua nak kahwin. haha. alhamdulillah la. lepas tu cakap pasal kahwin kan, aku dapat tau exboyfriends aku time cinta monyet sekolah2 dulu pun dah bertunang. alhamdulillah lagi. heheh.
tak tau la nak kata. bulan 4 ni classmate aku, siti nak kahwin. time tu final exam. wow siti. bagus-bagus. boleh study depan husband nanti tambah semangat bila ada orang yang tersayang berasa disamping kita. hikhik. malu tetiba. sebab teringat konon-konon aku dah kahwin lepas tu.. ish tak nak sambung. yelah maksud aku tentang kahwin ni kan. emm nak tambah lagi, fathiah roomate aku nak bertunang akhir tahun ni. waaaaa.. lepas tu ada soalan diajukan pada aku. "kau bila pika?" "emm aku ni lambat lagi kot. tak dapat signal lagi.." hahahah. ntah la. rasa macam aku ni budak-budak lagi. betul ke dah boleh kahwin. siapa nak kahwin dengan aku? :((


3. Walaupun baru ada diploma dan sedang buat degree tapi panggilan profesor tu dah selalu sgt aku dengar orang panggil kat aku. haha. yelah bila degree ni mostly lecturer yang ajar PM or DR. kan. so budak-budak class aku saja apply kan panggilan tu pada kawan-kawan kitaorang dan aku termasuk lah jugak. ceh bila kena panggil depan student2 lain semua mesti pandang aku. perasan lah kejap ala-ala lecturer muda tapi dah ada PHD ke. kan. tapi dulu masa dulu dulu tu, alah dulu dulu, aku tak tahu pun pasal profesor2 ni. sebelum aku masuk University aku pernah tanya kawan aku, dia umur 2 tahun atas aku, aku tanya" weh kalau aku masuk U kan, aku nak panggil pensyarah apa? prof ke?" mampos kawan aku gelak teruk gila. "kau ni panggil la cik ke, puan ke,"
ohhhhhhh... mana aku nak tahu, sebab aku ingatkan semua pensyarah tu prof. aku selalu tengok drama ke filem ke kan, semua panggil pensyarah prof. so aku assume macam tu lah. sekarang baru aku tahu profesor tu dia ada PHD. lepas tu aku tak pasti ejaan profesor aku betul ke tak sekarang. sorry.

4. Lepas tu aku memang pelupa tahap kritikal atau lebih ringkas LALAI. aku tiba-tiba disedarkan dengan kematian road tax kereta aku. sekali aku tengok tarikh kat sticker tu 25 feb 2010. aku lama jugak fikir. satu-satu. sekarang tahun berapa? 2009 ke 2010? sekarang bulan berapa? berapa hari bulan? oh rupanya dah lama mati weh. sedap je aku bawak dia jalan-jalan tanpa insurans nya. kalau jadi apa-apa sia-sia duit ayah melayang. memang aku lupa sangat. aku tak ingat langsung pun. lepas tu kelam kabut mesej umi tolong bayarkan road tax kereta.

5. aku berniaga kat exposis hari tu. lepas tu aku pun jadi la promoter"adik adik mai tengok baju2 dik, murah je dik" and budak-budak tu pandang aku and kata "hello.. adik??"
habis tu aku nak panggil kau apa? abang? memang sah2 lah aku ni dah tua weh korang je tak daapat explore kedut-kedut di wajah, percayalah aku dah tua. tolong jangan buat aku perasan weh. :))

masih boleh senyum tu kira okay lah. belum rasa air mata tu rasa masin ke tawar

two things two days

kalau nak menyentuh tentang excited. aku ada maksud sebenarnya. hari ini dan semalam excited aku dengan dua benda.





first semalam aku dengan fat and aida pergi village mall. saja jalan-jalan kebetulan ada artis2 ABPH buat roadshow. antaranya Aznil, Raja Azura, and banyak lagi la. dan yang paling penting ialah akim oh akim. haha

eja sila jangan jelous :))

Petrify for a while XOXO

kedua adalah apabila mesej yang aku dah lama send terbalas jugak. thanks alandakariza. Im proud of you although we do not know each other and have no blood relations with you. tak salah perempuan minat perempuan kan. ada sebab kenapa I adore YOU. sebab bila baca blog dia aku rasa aku baca benda ilmiah yang bermanfaat untuk aku. aku rasa ada seseorang yang mempunyai semangat luar biasa yang aku tak ada sedangkan kami sama2 kaum sejenis. dia ada kekuatan dan ilmu yang banyak sedangkan umurnya muda dari aku. aku yang dah 22 tahun ni pun rasa cetek sangat. apalah ada pada aku ni. apa sumbangan aku pada negaara? memang tak lah. sumbangan pada ibu ayah je yang aku beri, sambung belajar kat UiTM. itu je pun. kalau nak banding dengan dia. fuh panjang lebar la nak cerita. kalau rajin boleh la google Alandakariza.com. pasti terpegun gitu. ceh cakap indon pulak tiba-tiba.

sedikit tentang hari yang lalu

Apa je yang berlaku dua tiga hari ni. semalam dan hari sebelum semalam adalah hari busy aku dan housemate aida dan fat. yelah start berniaga hari rabu petang. balik dah malam. esoknya aku ada presentation. slide memang awal-awal2 aku dah prepare dan eja tinggal fotostat lepas tu bagi untuk 1 class. last2 minit 2 jam before class eja call bagitahu slide aku salah tajuk. group kitaorang sepatutnya present chapter 4 tapi aku yang agak jauh ketinggalan ni selamber je buat chapter 1. kenapa eh. adakah aku lame or lampi atau time lecturer cakap aku pun bercakap kat belakang. sumpah kelam kabut gila time tu. mana nak dan buat. fuh ada yang pergi class kurang wangi hari tu. berpeluh peluh class tingkat 4 plak. sampai-sampai UiTM cari parking pulak full sebab dah banyak khemah bukak so aku time tu buntu sangat nak parking kat mana sebab rushing sangat yang teramat.

Disebabkan tension tu melampau. aku memang nak muntah. terasa nak terkeluar semua dalam perut. sampai-sampai class je yang dah lewat setengah jam tu, lecturer dengan kawan lain dah tunggu. sesungguhnya aku harap ini akan menjadi kenangan pertama dan terakhir aku kelam kabut macam ni. time present pun tercungap-cungap tak cukup nafas. peluh jangan nak kata. basah baju. muka aku dah macam makcik goreng ayam dah.

tapi aku rasa ni pengajaran untuk aku yang akan buat aku ingat sampai bila2 pun. sebab kalau benda ni tak jadi aku akan rasa 100 per cent confident dengan apa yang aku dah buat tanpa nak kena tanya group yang lain. emm bukan aku tak nak tanya. tapi farza memang busy dengan organize futsal dia. eja pun busy dengan dengan dia. dengan apa? eja jawab sendiri la. hehe. so aku rasa aku ada masa lebih biarlah aku buat sorang. tapi malangnya aku yang malang.

tapi kan. macam eja suka cakap bila ada benda terjadi. jadikan benda tu pengajaran supaya next time kita beringat. tapi bila tension sangat rasa macam tak nak belajar. nak duduk rumah baring baring tengok tv makan tidur and rotate benda yang sama hari-hari.


dan sekarang memang agak sibuk. petang lepas asar dah kena angkat2 barang pergi uitm bukak gerai. malam dalam pukul 11.30 baru sampai rumah. susahnya nak dapatkan customer walaupun baju harga rm5 je. kenapa? sebabnya."eh taknak la kalau baju bundle, nanti gatal-gatal" oh yeke. macam tu ke. orait la. sorry la kalau baju yang dijual ni menyebabkan penyakit gatal-gatal. sorry ye. lepas tu esok adik gatal datang lagi beli 2 helai. eh dah baik ke. hehhe. thanks adik.

hehe. customer macam macam. sabar kena banyak. tarik nafas kena dalam-dalam. ada jugak customer yang baik and okay jugak. terima kasih ye korang. baru rasa betapa susahnya nak jadi senang. bukan senang nak jadi senang. baru rasa maacam mana nak cari duit. lepas ni jangan boros boros.

Tiga owner gorgeous bundle gatal

Abang baju oren orang kuat nasi lemak cinta sayang. dan 2 orang pekerja terlatih.

ps: yang lain nanti update lagi. tenaga dah kurang ni. kena tutup mata dulu. nite.

EXPOSIS UITM KEDAH. COME AND JOIN US

Pada hujung minggu ini akan diadakan EXPOSIS stand for EXPO-SISWA yang berlangsung di dataran ilmu UiTM Kedah. Terdapat pelbagai gerai-gerai menarik yang boleh dikunjungi seperti booth menjual pakaian, tudung, booth celcom dan pelbagai makanan. BIZMARK (business marketing club) tidak melepaskan peluang untuk mengambil bahagian menjual nasi lemak cinta sayang, air soya strawberry dan juga roti john. Dan aku dan housemate fat and Aida telah ditawarkan oleh kak Nurul untuk berkogsi tapak dengan mereka. Kami akan mendapat suku dari 4 tapak yang ditawarkan. So tak berapa besar sgt. Cukuplah untuk menjual baju-baju terpakai kami dan juga menempatkan badan aku yang agak bersaiz ni.


Aku sebagai AJK yang berhormat katanya di in charge kan menjaga stall Nasi lemak Cinta Sayang. Aku maybe bakal menggoreng ayam. yes yes aku suka pakai apron lepas tu goreng ayam dalam kuali besar. I hope I could do well for this job. At least I can give some help although the fees of club didn't pay yet. haha. sorry abang man. hopefully U'll not read this. I just forget about that and will let it be forgotten forever. :)



Biar aku explain sedikit mengenai booth kami. terdapat lebih dari 80 helai baju seperti coat, cardigen dan blouse boleh dibeli dengan harga serendah RM5. if you Buy 2 items U'll offered by special price. Price can be negotiate with all the gorgeous sales girl there who is Aida, me and towkeh besar is Fathiah. This is the one of our alternative to collect money to pay for our short course paper fees and house rent during the semester break because the PTPTN seems like cannot afford us to survive our life here during the semester break soon. hehe sound like sympathy. we somehow have to develop our ability to think where we can simply get the money instead of dialing ayah or umi number.

Tuan president. my name is Afiqa. and Im not terrorist. im just a tourist.