Friday, January 14, 2011

homesick

hello.. bonjour, hmm itu jelah yang aku tahu kat sini, aku cuma rasa nak bercakap. fed up sebab terpaksa diam. impian aku one day, I can speak french. tu je.


aku rindu adik aku. oh adik




I miss my friends. sumpah rasa awkward duduk sini, tak bercakap.
semua benda takut nak buat.


snowbell, raja segala kucing, garang ni.

nikki yang horny

omas nafsu kuda

aku sangat rindu dorang. sangat2. iko, nikki, ommas and snowbell. tak sangka boleh rindu kucing. dulu, takut gila dengan kucing. aku harap iko takkan lupa kat aku, sebab aku paling sayang dia, aku bawak dia pergi rumah sewa, dalam kereta diam je. alahai best if boleh bawak kau kat sini. tak ada lah aku sunyi sangat kooooooooooooooo ;(


IKO, aku harap kau tak lupa aku :(



I admit, I'm homesick already, I miss every single thing I used to do and to be when I'm in my hometown. going everywhere I want to, I can speak out not even have to covered just like here.


I miss my mum and my opah's cooking which I always put it behind and rather choose to eat mcdonald, kfc when I was in Malaysia but now I'm cravy their cooking. I nak nasi lemak, nasi ayam, laksa, bihun sup and semua makanan yang I makan kat sana. it's almost been 2 weeks aku makan roti, maggi bosan. not to say don't have chicken and fish in paris, but as I'm new here, not familiar yet where the halal restaurant and etc.

apa yang aku sedar dalam hidup ni, kita only akan appreciate something once its gone. if there's in front of you, still you'll never realize how far you gonna miss that thing, how bad yourself without them whose always care about you no matter you treat them worsted.

and when everything seems to be hard to survive because of language limitation, you'll proud to be in your country which is Malaysian. cakap melayu lah! hahaha


and of cos I do miss you, even thought I know you not feel the same way too. hahah



ps: sorry termasuk pic lama. tak ada maksud apa2, uyun kau boleh blah.

2 comments:

Azfa said...

JAngan layan sangat perasaan tu..just focus on work and double ur effort to belajar french!

afiqa.z said...

okay puan, saya mmg i'm planning to take french class, wahts good is, its free :))