knowing myself?

hye and salam people,

Being 2 month of internship in M-A-T-R-A-D-E, I can say that, monday is the day of dull and can try to left it out. but what to do... monday still coming and turned off my mood. just because monday is replace sunday while sunday is stay still the best ever day. hehe. ni ala-ala introduction.

first time update my blog in office. Seriously kerja memang KADANG-KADANG memboringkan. you're not part of the important staff in this company and yet, people don't even bother at you. I can see how the boring work life goes by.

and because of that, aku buat quiz which is title dia ''KNOWING YOURSELF''

This quiz required me to answer certain question that generally out of the title, but the result goes to this. Read below. who am I? who is afiqazainuddin?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

okay, my comment towards this result;

first. I'm not straightforward kind of people. sebab aku suka belok kiri kanan and full of reason and excuse. can say that, I am typical PENDAM sampai LEBAM. hehe

second is, I rarely show my anger in front of people, yet, till now I never confront people. soon or later maybe. confront people is what I dreaming to be. but somehow I just can't. so far, I only confront Pulah. but all my friends know. he is the best listener while I am the best killer.

Third is AKU MEMANG BUKAN CONFIDENT PUNYA ORANG. hehe. sebab, if you know me in real, I am overconfident. hehe. tak tak. aku sebenarnya ada masalah dengan my confidentiality because of certain thing. I love to compare myself with those high level in term of their education and skill of people, that's make me down. but that one bad thing about me.

Fourth is, I am predictable person. its easy to please me. being my friends I don't think they put much effort to get something from me. ini aku rasa lah. sebab I rather hurt myself than see other people get hurt. KONON LA KO NI KAN. can say this is advantage of me. hehe

But my last comment is, about the future, yes, I agreed, my personal touch seeing of guys is guy who can not only can take care of me, he also can take care of my family, friends and unforgettable, my CAT. hehe. I wish that guy can give full commitment in our relationship and I'll do the same as well. being a serious relationship is not easy. as far as I concern, that guy should accept me for who I am and who I am going to be. BUKAN CAKAP KALAU AKU TERUK KAU TERIMA JE. hello, relevant sikit. hehe. oh ya, one thing I think I am ready enough to get more and more serious relationship. wink wink.

LIFE PARTNER? LIFE PARTNER? LA LA LA LA.

ayat orang high, layan..

Hye and salam,


Kadang-kadang kita tak sedar, yang jauh itu akan datang lebih dekat dan yang dekat itu akan pergi jauh.

kadang-kadang tanpa kita sedari yang pergi jauh itu mungkin akan kembali dan ada yang kembali tapi mungkin tidak pasti.

dan ataupun kadang-kadang tidak pernah kita sedar sememangnya kepastian itu bukan hak kita menentukannya kerana semua ketentuan adalah milik yang esa.

dan yang hanya mungkin kita pasti adalah yang mampu kita jangka dan bukan lah kita tentukan kepastian itu.


Sebagai manusia biasa yang ada akal dan fikiran sebagai mana manusia lain, siapalah kita untuk menentukan tahap kepandaian dan kebodohan seseorang.

kerana di sisi yang maha esa juga, tiada yang bodoh mahupun hodoh yang dicipta.

semua nya bijak dan cantik-cantik semua nya. inikan pula kita manusia sesama manusia, menghukum paras rupa dan akal fikiran orang lain, sedangkan di sisi Allah kita semua sama saja. yang membezakan. adalah amalan kita. bukan setinggi dan sejauh mana kita mampu pergi.





Ada juga yang lain. diciptakan hati, perasaan. dan juga kebinasaan.

Tuhan jadikan lelaki dan perempuan untuk berpasangan. kerana naluri lelaki dan perempuan itu sememangnya harus bercantuman.

Tuhan tidak menjadikan kita untuk disia-sia kan. kerana semua antara kita sama, serupa walaupun tak sebaya. kita hanya cuma HAMBA.

sebelum, ketika dan selepas, semua tu hanya masa.

Masa yang tidak boleh diubah. Manusia boleh berubah. tetapi masa, tidak.

kerana masa berjalan dan terus berjalan meninggalkan kita yang masih tegak berdiri tiada hala pasti. sedangkan masa terus berlari tidak terhenti. dan jangan lah kau nanti, kerana masa yang berlari. itu pasti.

sebelum betul2 manusia, kita memang alpa. selalu lupa dan leka. walaupun bukan sengaja kau katakan ke-lekaan itu sebenarnya memang datang dari kita.

dan dengan nafas yang masih kau ada. kau luruskan semua kesempitan dan lenyapkan kealpaan mu.

kerana, belum tentu esok masih ada untuk kita luruskan jalan yang panjang.
dan juga kerana esok itu belum pasti untuk kita masih boleh berlari.
dan kalau ada juga hari esok untuk kita berlari, belum pasti lagi hari ini berseri.


manusia. dan sekeliling. manusia. dan pening-pening.

Asian meeting

salam and hye people, cantik kan macaroon tu. harga dia pun cantik gila. EUR2 sebijik. disebab kan aku teringin gila nak rasa yang sedap punya. aku pun beli 4 biji. tak sampai 5 minit dah habis, this is the best macaroon over LADUREE la kan. tapi aku dah try yang LADUREE punya. itu pun sedap gila. beratur panjang kot sebab macaroon. takpe, insyaallah aku akan bawak balik untuk korang. takpun, aku belajar buat macaroon ni, nnti balik malaysia boleh korang rasa macaroon buatan malaysia. tapi memang sedap. ada certain kedai je yang sedap. macam masa first time aku try kat satu kedai ni. memang murah. tapi rasa pun kurang. so aku ingatkan macaroon tak sedap. rupanya kedai tu punya yang tak sedap.


okay, panjang gila kau nak cerita pasal macaroon. kecoh je. sebenarnya entry nak cerita mcm mana aku jumpa dengan orang asian yang study kat paris ni. hoho. seronok je jumpa dorang. bila diaorang introduced je..

''I'm from Thailand''
aku pun.. " SAWADI-KAP-KAP''

semua gelakk kan aku. cehh acah-acah la konon. padahal itu je yang aku tahu pun.

Indeed, it was a great meeting people from 4 different Asian country. as usual, picture will explain you more. let check it out. apa aku nak membebel pulak kan.

okay, dua orang ni confirm-confirm from malaysia. muka aku sah-sah muka jawa. tolong ajar aku mcm mana nak senyum and at the same time buka mata.

yes, thailand, korean, hongkong and again.. MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA. Hehe.

Actually, we're gathering due to 14th feb of Valentine's celebration. is not too celebrate like having kissing in front of people or apa-apa ke. yet, for me, we just having a dinner and it was 14th feb. so we call it valentine's day dinner. hehe. sorrry. aku memang tak celebrate. kang ada yang hantar black mail pulak. ''pika kau ni dah sampai paris lupa diri ke apa ke. blah blah blah whatsoever'' hahahhah manusia ni depan baik. belakang bukan main longkang. hehe.

This is how tuileries night. I'm not sure the building name, but we're walking around Tuileries area. all building in Paris has same structure design. it look old but strong and very attractive.

walking-walking. there's no couple kissing during that day. till one of my Korean friend said to me '' I was wondering, where is them who always kissing in front of public. today is valentine. today I realize that there's no people kissing like everyday''

and kau tahu aku jawab apa.

''as today is special day for them, they doing business in private place aren't them?''
hhahaha. typical filem romantic comedy-18 XS punya peminat. aku lah!

ni lah geng Sawa-di-kap. sorry I can't remember you guy's name. and I'm sure you guys don't remember my name either. haha.

me with korean girl at the left and hong kong mix germany girl in my right. truly Asia.

dinner. mcm biasa. aku akan order yang fish based. so this is salmon with rice and cream cheese. emm. sedap or tak. telan jelah. very western. kalau nak try, ambik nasi or pulut, gaulkan dengan cream or cheese. ni lah rasa dia. rich okay. aku tak habis pun.

dan makanan diet aku. cake chocolate. dalam dia ada chocolate cair yang panas and sedap gila. yang ni pun aku tak habis. aku try habiskan. tapi mmg tak lepas. so kesian dia. dah la EUR12. cepat darab 4 berapa aku makan untuk dinner??


so far, best keluar dengan dorang. orang asia ni have more idea where and how malaysia is and some of them had visit Malaysia before. it differ when you compare with European. bila sebut malaysia, certain of them ingatkan malaysia kat argentina la. kau tgk muka aku sekarang???


ada macam argentina ke. lawak gila. aku dengan ilya boleh gelak lah. bila dorang dah google, terus keluar picture KLCC. hehe. bangga sikit.

diaorang ni semua actually friends of AURORA. hongkong girl and dorang ni exchange student. aku rasa, Uitm or even university kat malaysia should develop the program of exchange student lah. baru best. boleh berkenal-kenalan dengan orang luar. diaorang ni setiap sem pergi country lain.

kalau orang klang cakap kan..

''BAPAK BEST WEHH''


hehe.

so setakat ni je lah aku membebel. perut aku pun tahap gila nak pecah. sebab melantak banyak time buka puasa tadi. oh ye, lupa nak share. sementara aku kt sini, aku akan gagahkan diri ganti puasa, sebab sini magrib awal. 6.20ptg dah magrib. so mcm balik kerja tu. terus pergi dapur. asikkk.


okay, till the next post. aku rasa banyak benda nak tulis, tapi takpelah. esok lusa tulat julat banyak lagi.

hug and kissess from PIKA

SUNDAY SUNDAY

hello, hye and Salam people,

today is sunday and now I'm writing at 21.30pm while waiting 22.00pm because I set up my time, regardless of anything, I should sleep at 22.00pm. acah-acah berdisplin KONON!

actually, I'm not in mood of writing now but I have to share this cheeriest moment wht I had been through today. first and last. bangun pagi, I went to market with mak tok a.k.a mak farah,mak kepada tuan rumah yang aku duduk ni. I enjoyed my day cause I'm the typical makcik-makcik yang kalau pergi pasar macam excited gila. yahhh that's me. I don't care what people wanna say about me. but I love going to market. buy cheap stuff. hehe.

just tell you guys the truth la kan. there's bundle at market near by my house. bundle is like second hand stuff which is the place I like to visit and go the most. most probably because of the price is cheap and there is the only one you can find. no exact clothes or jacket would be the same like yours after you buy clothes in bundle shop. I love bundle stuff like hell. my day is like hooooohoo, nmpak nya everyweekend la I go to market because of this second hand stuff. tapi I was about thinking how I am gonna bring all those thing that I bought here to bring back to malaysia.

luggage limit is extend to 25kg. and hand luggage is 9kg. I don't think my stuff in less than 25kg. I can see my new stuff is getting more and more everyday. just can't stop shopping and the thing I shop is basically not all mine. I bought stuff for my family and friends which I don't mind spend more for them, seriously. cos I love them more than myself. KONON!

therefore, don't be surprise if I've to pay the tax for overloaded luggage. hahah.

here, I shared sort of reason my sunday blues. :)

ayah and Iko. Alhamdulillah I heard ayah is getting better by day and can drive himself to hospital as well. proud of you daddy. you're strong enough that I ever thought. go ayah. !

budak-budak je pun. tapi setiap kali skype, mesti tanya, dah beli barang untuk kitaorang belum. dah beli belum? dah beli belum? dah beli belum?

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wehh, sedih ke? rindu ke? betul ke?

you're big big girl now. so, ingat la, He's not one and only guy in this world. There's so many option you'll get later, yet, you still young and kalau orang melayu cakap, bergetah gitu. hehe. so don't ruined your life just because of love. What I believe is, it happen to give you an experience. its like no pain no gain. definitely been through rough day and hurting so much but end up with meet the better guys hopefully.

ingatlah, cinta dunia ni sementara. ceh. actually tak sabar nak jumpa kawan2 nak chit chat dengan lebih mendalam. tunggu aku balik 30 april ni. RINDU OKAY!


till the next post. BTW, thanks to all friends yang sudi skype dengan aku. aku rindu semua.

love and big big hugs from PIKA.

london trippy

hye, salam people, last 2 week I went to London to visit my friends Athirah & Eja which they're doing internship at the same company like mine in Paris. I had a lot of fun and enjoy my time during that day. although it was a short trip, I can't describe how enjoyable I am since first day I came . yet, might be because of, I can eat malaysian food and ask whatever I want and understand what they, people in London speak differ when I was in Paris, mainly barrier in language..I've to admit, London trip was awesome belong this two unprofessional tour guide. Let me explain in the short notes and the picture will tell you more what is happened and some of place I visit. indeed, it only 2 days.

DAY 1
Ni mmg muka fresh baru turun bas-beli hot choc-tak gosok gigi-minum hot choc-hilangkan bau mulut. sampai-sampai terus pergi rumah eja. tidur sampai pukul 9 pagi, sebab aku sampai dalam pukul 5.30 pagi, so terima kasih banyak2 kat sesiapa yang sudi jemput aku kat victoria station. hehe, sesiapa tu siapa lagi kalau bukan athirah & eja. picture eja tak ada, sebab dia dah cakap, muka dia baru bangun tidur, so tanak-tanak tangkap gambar. athirah mesti mengamuk kalau tahu aku post picture ni. takpe, you look natural beauty in the morning baby


bangun je, siap-siap. guna lipstick eja yang tiba-tiba menyerlah gila dalam gambar ni, terus pergi makan. sedap lapar sangat, the best thing in London is, banyak restaurant halal, yet, jual masakan melayu yang betul-betul melayu. bukan nya la-yu okay. melayu.

kedai makan ni near by eja's house, kalau terasa lapar, boleh terjun tingkap masuk terus kedai. ''nasi ayam satu''

hehe. bahasa malaysia. memang teruja. macam nak order semua.

mee goreng jugak pilihan hati.

next destination is PORTOBELLO MARKET

bagi chance kat tour guide nak bergambar.

kat PORTOBELLO MARKET in West London is one of the most famous street markets in the world. It is a popular destination for Londoners and tourists alike. macam aku, ''orang antik-antik memang suka barang-barang antik'' (try baca pronounce budak-budak pelat)

I wish that car would be mine ;

berlakon

okaay, taking picture in front of PRIMAX. sape datang PRIMAX tak masuk London memang rugi. eh silap, siapa datang London tak masuk PRIMAX mmg rugi. semua barang murah dan cantik. GILA. sorry picture atas agak annoying. al-maklum-lah-pertama kali ke-luar-negara-katanya. ; itu yang teruja lebih. thanks UiTM ! ;)

Tiba-tiba jumpa orang malaysia terus nak tangkap gambar, eh tak la. ni kawan athirah. hehe.
sebab kan eja tak berapa sihat, athirah jelah yang bawak aku berjalan-jalan malam-malam. and walaupun tak pergi mana-mana, tapi tak tahu lah kenapa excited gila bila sampai London ni.




DAY 2

sebab kan aku balik hari ke dua ni, pagi-pagi dah keluar rumah, heading to London sightseeing. the first place tour guide bring me to BUCKINGAM PALACE. penat sebenarnya jalan-jalan ni. tapi sebab sejuk, setitis peluh pun tak keluar, so ketiak pun tak masam sangat.

yeah, eja dah sihat. second day dia follow. penat la, duduk jap. huh huh huh

chinese New year celebration.

LONDON BIG BEN. BEN-10

Pernah ke aku jalan-jalan tak berhenti makan? sumpah gemuk.

LONDON EYE yang tak berapa nak menarik, sebab siang, tak ada lampu. yet, low quality of camera flash. kan best kalau ada DSLR. mesti nampak terang je.

pernah tak sape-sape pergi London tak tangkap gambar dengan public phone ni? wajib-bul-runnah ni. tiba-tiba teringat public phone kat malaysia, balik nanti kena tangkap gambar jugak dengan public phone malaysia. baru fair.

dan singgah di restaurant yang ala-ala 4 bintang. sebab perasan kaya. so makan la kat sini. eh takla, tipu je. kedai ni nampak cam mahal, tapi murah dan sedap dan IKAN.

dan sehingga picture terakhir aku malas nak letak caption. sesungguhnya, hilang sikit stress bila dapat pergi visit tempat lain. frankly speaking, London best. hehe dah la, sejuta kali cakap pun still nak cakap jugak LONDON best.

tapi sebelum nak masuk U.K faham-faham la, mesti ada halangan. saje nak share. actually aku pergi naik bus which it took me 9 hours arrived from Paris to London. and on the way to London ada 2 kali stop kat immigration keluar paris and satu lagi enter boarding pass U.K

paling kelakar sebab aku travel sorang. aku sebenarnya gugup. so dalam kegugupan aku, aku buat-buat berani. masa check in kat boarding pass enter to U.K, memang semua passenger kena turun. beratur, tunjuk passport dan naik bus balik.

aku paling last naik bus. kesian penumpang lain mesti dah hangin sebab aku lambat. bukan salah aku. salah pegawai immigration tu. banyak tanya. sekali lagi. ''muka aku ada macam terrorist ke?''

contoh-contoh soalan. salin lah aku bagi soalan spot masuk exam ni

''where you staying in paris?''
''who is paying your flight ticket to paris''
''long long you gonna staying in paris?''
''what you doing in paris''
''what are you doing in malaysia''
''can I see your return ticket from London back to Paris''
''do you have your return ticket from paris to malaysia with you?'' (yang ni agak nak mati sebab aku datang tak buat visa, so basically I'm allowed to stay in Paris only 3 month. tapi return ticket aku 30 april. kira la berapa lama aku extend duduk paris. jadi pendatang asing.



of course aku jawab return flight ticket aku tak bawak. selamat lah pegawai tu lepas kan aku.
soalan lain contoh macam ''address I'm gonna staying in London'', ''what my friend doing in London''.

so be prepared sesiapa yang nak masuk U.K tu, sediakan jawapan yang bernas, terutama yang ayu bertudung tu, memang officer tu akan tgk atas bawah. buat cool je okay, bayang kan korang sangat cantik, sebab tu dia jelous and tengok korang lama-lama.

tapi sumpah..macam kau ni pesalah gila. kecut dah perut aku. dalam hati ''mampos-mampos'' kalau kena tahan macam mana. walaupun aku tak bersalah, tapi kalau dia claims aku sebagai pesalah jugak macam mana?



dan sampai di sini je. I'm planning to visit Amsterdam in March. so will see hows Amsterdam?

till the next post. hug&love from pika.