ever since aku bukan je orang mutlak sungai petani, aku memang tak tau where I've to refer my case, pulah's auntie as nurse at hospital sungai petani and she suggested me to go checkup at hospital as a pesakit luar dulu and bila case tu dah sampai pada dia senang dia nak uruskan sebab dia memang bahagian orthopedic. dan pada hari ini malangnya aku gagal meng-ecall mak tam. asyik operator je yg jawab. So I decided to go just by my own and I went to hospital seorang diri. mula-mula aku pergi hospital SAL(hospital baru). biasalah bila dah sorang2 ni rasa macam semua benda kena cari sorang. parking pun pusing-pusing sebab full je, lepas dah happy dapat parking, aku pun turunlah dari kereta sebagai pesakit lutut ke kaunter pesakit luar dan kecemasan bersalin.
I told someone over there, I came for check my knee and unfortunately he said I was come at wrong hospital. I supposedly should go through to hospital lama. Hospital lama kat mana pulak abang? saya bukan orang SP. Abang tu pun bgtau la, dekat dengan penjara.
okay2 mulakan misi pencarian hospital lama. dan cari punya cari tiba2 alah!!! terlepas, It just on my left. tapi aku dah tak boleh nak corner sebab motor and kereta banyak. tak sempat nak signal. aku yang buta jalan kat sini pun rajinlah pusing dekat tengah2 bandar sungai petani ni.
akhirnya aku masuk jugak hospital tu. yes, I was alone, that was my first time come here so I again was lost in the middle way tp dalam tu jugak, serious pihak hospital kena upgrade error and signboard sume dalam tu, pusing2 cari parking last2 depan mata aku, bangunan psikiatri
dan tak ada jalan dah. aku stop for a second. sebak je rasa. tak tau kenapa. tapi aku faham dan try to cool down myself because I knew am having symptom of menstruation. dan baru faham perasaan tu. and aku try lagi cari parking. dah jumpa.
pergi kaunter and dapat number. tunggu selama lebih kurang setengah jam. dan, number naik je terus masuk bilik. the doctor is woman. aku pun cerita lah. saya ni pernah jatuh dulu, lepas tu sekarang baru rasa sakit. bila sejuk je saya sakit lutut, bila drive pun sakit. doktor tu pandang aku tak berkedip.
lepas tu angguk angguk. tulis-tulis.
lepas tu bagi kertas.
lepas tu tanya, itu je ke doktor
"itu je, buat masa ni kita tak sediakan x-tray since U can still walk and look nothing serious"
"okay2" try to senyum.
mcm mana u tau my knee is not serious, u even didn't touch and check me doctor. its okay. I fine with it as you said, I still can walking and smiling. kalau aku dah mengerang-ngerang adoi adoi tolong tolong kaki ku sakitnya..TIME TU aku sendiri pun takkan jumpa you lagi.
aku dapat ubat pil oren sepapan. dan ubat sapu, mcm minyak angin tu. aku tengok makcik yang jalan terhincut-hincut sebelah aku pun dapat ubat sama mcm aku. sedih wey.
rasa mcm emm muda lagi dah sakit.
Tapi tak pe, I wouldn't complain more because its only took 1 dollar spending on it and not expecting more from the G hospital because there are many patient they need to check and taking care dan aku rasa macam bersalah sgt ambil ubat tu kalau aku tak makan.
honestly saying that this is my second time take medication from G hospital. not to show Im too rich or affordable to get treatment from private, mmg umi dengan ayah treat mcm tu. first time masa demam kat hostel and padeng bawak aku pergi hospital G sebab takut kena denggi atau yang lain2. itupun pulah yang paksa dan macam yang dijangka, aku cuma dapat panadol macam unit kesihatan Uitm bagi je. tp tak pe, aku dah jalan kan tanggungjawab pergi hospital, mcm yang pulah arahkan.
and for the second time, aku dah tau jugak, cuma try la kot2 dia nak check aku serious. tapi tak pe, aku faham. ini semua memenuhi kehendak kekasih dan harapan aku semoga dapat ringankan beban ayah tak perlu lah bawak aku pergi specialist tulang. dan sebenarnya situasi kat hospital tu byk bagi aku kesedaran tentang kepentingan merancang keluarga dan perbelanjaan kita.
first, I saw one pregnant woman with two son (sorang maybe 2 tahun, sorang 4 tahun) and her husband. anak mereka demam. mereka nampak susah. tapi mereka nampak muda. around 25 tahun I guess. my parents didn't bring me to hospital when I was kid. syukur aku selalu pergi klinik berbayar.
second, nampak pakcik ni tua sangat jalan bertongkat ketar2 sorang2. tak kan tak ada insurance pakcik pergi lah klinik, hospital bagi ubat biasa2 je.kesian pakcik.
itu lah yang aku rasa, so start from now we should prepare for the future. most priority is saving. and second important is insurance. sebenarnya yang penting sekarang get the highest education in order to sell and compete ourselve in the market. dan bila dah dapat kerja, kena plan saving. saving first. lepas tu kena ada security plan, ambik insurance, in case anything happen towards us, its not gonna burden up your family or else relative ke rite? so let start thinking of. Im glad, growing up without financial problem or difficulty to survive all these thing. I had go through my life easy maybe because my parent both are working.
cuma sekarang aku fikir, bila aku dah start kerja, mampu ke nak tanggung semua sendiri. rumah? kereta? spending on pampers, susu, groceries, bill, bayar loan ptptn.. wuhu takutlah. takkan nak tadah tangan lagi time tu.
put the marriage topic left behind, avoid talking to makes family meantime. you should be well planning, married as the easy word as can say but to go through with the life after might be suffer if you wont achieve pocket, knowledge and emotional stability. then, beware of it. melainkan kalau duit dah ada dlm 5 angka tu senyum la lebar and say to me "will you marry me" (sorry jiwang)
kesimpulan
kaki sakit - pergi hospital - sedih sebab teringat dulu kecik2 ayah bawak pergi klinik - di hospital nmpak keluarga yang agak susah -pengajaran -kena well planning kalau nk berkeluarga - end
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